Post by sgamer82 on Feb 6, 2005 18:01:07 GMT -5
DETECTIVE CONAN
FRIENDSHIPS OF SORROW
AYUMI YOSHIDA
BY
Sgamer82
FRIENDSHIPS OF SORROW
AYUMI YOSHIDA
BY
Sgamer82
Despite the darkness, enough moonlight came in through the window that she could see clearly. She saw the little girl before her, clutching her cheek and trying hard not to cry. The girl looked at her, an expression of shock on her face. She saw her hand, outstretched, palm open.
"Y-Yoshida-san?" Ai Haibara asked, "D... did I? I-I'm... I didn't... Ayumi..."
That was when the door opened, and Haibara saw two black, shadowy figures standing before her.
* * * * *
Everything started out one afternoon at the home Haibara shared with Dr. Hiroshi Agasa. Haibara had opened the door and announed her entry.
"Yoshida-san asked to me to sleep over at her apartment again." she told Dr. Agasa when he asked how her day was.
"That's makes it, let's see, the seventh time now?" he asked.
"Eighth." Haibara answered as she found one of her magazines to start reading through.
Ayumi had been asking Haibara about that for weeks now. To date, Haibara had managed some excuse or another to keep her at bay.
"Why not just go?" Agasa asked her.
"As much as I appreciate Yoshida-san's attempts at friendliness, I simply do not wish to spend an entire evening playing the giggly little girl."
"Giggly?" The doctor asked, a smirk on his face as he tried to picture it.
"You know full well what I mean." Haibara admonished him.
"Well, you can't blame Ayumi-kun for wanting to be with you." Agasa told her, "You're probably the first friend she's that that's also a girl. As far as I know, her only best friends until now have been Shinichi, Genta-kun, and Mitsuhiko-kun."
"I fail to see how that's something to consider." Haibara retorted.
"I'll bet that somewhere Ayumi-kun got the idea that girls do things together. For instance, slumber parties. Being her only real girl friend, you're the one she wants to do these things with."
Haibara considered the doctor's words for a moment. It was often easy to forget, or rather make herself forget, that in the eyes of others she was a giggly little girl. Though those who knew her personally often took the "giggly" part out very quickly. Ayumi simply wished to spend time with someone who, as far as she knew, was a peer. For a moment, Haibara felt a little guilty for constantly and casually dismissing her requests.
These thoughts occupied Haibara's mind the rest of the evening and during school the next day. When class ended and a chance finally came, Haibara approached Ayumi, busily getting her backpack ready so she could head home.
"Yoshida-san?"
"Hm? Oh, Ai-chan!" Ayumi said happily. It still surprised Haibara that she let Ayumi call her that. Especially when, from just about anybody else, she couldn't stand it. It sounded demeaning, condescending; even when it wasn't intended that way. When it didn't feel like she was being talked down to, it felt more like it was being used for no other reason that custom, making it meaningless. Ayumi was the only one Haibara thought said "Ai-chan" with nothing more behind it than simple friendly affection. Haibara's guilt surged again. In the end, Ayumi was doing nothing more than trying to be Haibara's friend.
"Yoshida-san... about that sleep over..."
"I know... you can't come again, right?" Ayumi said, her eyes going towards her desk.
"Well... actually..." Haibara braced herself, "I think I can do it this time..."
"Really?!!" Ayumi nearly shouted, blue eyes going wide with excitement as they turned to look into Haibara's.
"Yes... let me know when and we'll do it."
"Oh! It'll be great!" Ayumi exclaimed, "We'll stay up real late an' watch movies an' eat ice cream 'til we burst..."
As Haibara listened to Ayumi list all the "fun" things they'd be doing, she tried to convince herself not to take it all back.
"...an' my mom an' dad'll order pizza! They promised they would!"
It's just one night... I can survive that.
"...Oh, an' pillow fights!"
I hope...
* * * * *
The sleepover happened that Saturday night. All things considered, the evening hadn't been as awful as Haibara had expected.
She and Dr. Agasa had arrived promptly at six thirty. For the benefit of Ayumi's parents, Dr. Agasa played the "concerned guardian." He gave them various numbers to reach him at. His face went beet red with embarrassment when Haibara made a point of noting that none of them were his mobile phone's number, where he could be reached anywhere, anytime.
Ayumi's mother and father seemed nice enough people. Much to Haibara's expected dismay, they called her "Ai-chan." Fortunately, like Ayumi, there was no condesension and the faintest hint of something other than courtesy in their use of it. Haibara found it didn't bother her much at all to hear the honorific from them.
As her host had promised, Ayumi's mother dialed a nearby pizza parlor for some dinner. Ayumi was especially excited, as the foreign dish was a rare treat in her household. The food arrived just as the night's episode of Kamen Yaiba was coming on. Haibara sat quietly, eating her meal as Ayumi, knowing Haibara didn't watch the show, explained everything Haibara didn't know about, whether Haibara wanted her to or not. Haibara had actually found the program somewhat enjoyable. Predictable, but done well enough that it wasn't too boring. More than she'd have expected from a kids' show, really.
For the rest of the night, Haibara and Ayumi spent most of their time in Ayumi's room. Ayumi had made sure they'd have plenty to do. Haibara found that Ayumi had prepared everything from dolls and toys to play-make-up to experiment with. Shiho Miyano hadn't generally been fond of makeup, but her older sister had taught her a few things nonetheless. Just enough that Haibara was able to leave Ayumi in awe. Even Ayumi's mother, who had supervised the girls, was impressed.
"Did your mother or an older sister teach you that?" she had asked. Haibara had answered with a simple "yes", with the tone of her voice making it clear she didn't want to go into detail. Mother and daughter let it go. Ayumi was having too much fun and Haibara guessed Ayumi's mother didn't want to possibly ruin it by upsetting Ai. That suited Haibara just fine.
Most of the night had gone well. Better than Haibara had anticipated, actually. She even caught herself having fun at times.
The night itself was fine. Nothing awful happened until the girls went to bed.
* * * * *
Both Ai Haibara and Ayumi Yoshida was tuckered out before the night was done. The two were allowed to stay up well past Ayumi's usual bedtime. As a result, she and Ai were tired enough that they were sound asleep quickly.
At least they were. Ayumi was gradually awoken by the feeling of movement beside her. She opened her eyes and saw Ai, sleeping next to her, tossing and turning. The movements were quick and, thanks to moonlight coming in from Ayumi's bedroom window, she saw Ai's face seemed to be contorted in pain.
"Ai-chan?" Ayumi said as she sat up. Ayumi watched Ai thrashing about for another few seconds before concluding that Ai was having a bad dream. Knowing what those were like, she decided to try and wake Ai up before things got too bad.
It didn't help. In fact, Ayumi wondered if she was making things worse. She nudged Ai just a bit, not wanting to wake her too harshly. The other girl moaned and began kicking her legs, almost as if she was trying to run away. Deciding to be a bit more drastic, she tried shaking her a bit. In response Ai only quietly cried out "No! Stay away!" Ayumi was getting worried now.
"Ai-chan! Wake up!" she said, the worry in her voice clear as she grabbed hold of Ai's arms. Ai became very frantic now, acting as if something had her in its clutches. Ayumi couldn't hang on to her. Ai managed to get one of her arms free and, in her thrashing, slapped Ayumi right in the face. In that same moment, Ai finally woke up and sat upright. She looked around, a scared look in her eyes. Then she saw Ayumi.